we're ET's

went for FT last night. still feeling a little sick since last thurs.

anyways, i was sitting with ming hui and sandra. it was quite funny cuz minghui said that the we should sit together to have a good closure to the year of FTs cuz i sat with him the very first time i went for FT. i was like.... -_-" haha... ok. out of point. just tot i'd write that down to remind myself that there are people out there who made me realise certain things about life. see. out of point again...

well..the speaker was Rev John Ting. he's from sydney! and he is old.... (in his 60s) but definitely a strong speaker. i mean like physically strong. he talked abt the role of the christian in the market place. and that role is simply to remember that you are a christian! its like so DUH! ... but the way he said it, so matter-of-factly, made me realise that i'm so Not what i'm suppose to be.

we are aliens in this world. not PRs. this is only a stop. our final destination is not here. all these i know before. but i guess not really shown in the way i live lar.

this morning i woke up at about 8am. decided that i didnt want to go to school. just wanted to sleep somemore. which i promptly did so. as i said.. i havent been feeling too good. all i just want to say is that i spent some time seeking the lord. and it was good.

for the first time in about 3 months, i've finally been able to enjoy the time i had with God. THANK GOD FOR THAT! now, the challenge is to continue to press on. not to give up. and not to engage in mindless activities

guess that's all for now. gotta get back to my lab report again. :D